May 2011
Sebastian, you’re the best. <3 Thank you so much for this. Last night was horrible and logging on and seeing this was great. I literally laughed out loud and had a. My sister keeps staring at me now. But it’s all good. Thank you again, you always make me laugh and smile even if it’s unintentional. <3
Today has not been good to me. I feel so left out. I feel so alone. And on top of everything, I got bad allergies and feel like I’m dying within my own skin. I’m just going to cry and sleep and hope I wake up to a brighter day. Goodnight guys.
You know you’re in love when they make everything okay. When you have shitty days, surrounded by people and things you hate, but you can still smile and work throughout the day more than happy because you know you love and you’re in love. It’s when you’re willing to lose sleep and make sacrifices only to be with them or speak to them all the time. It’s when you can give each other space and still confidently know that they love you and not someone else. Love isn’t jealous, pathetic love is. If you loved someone to the fullest degree and knew they loved you back with the same intensity, another person interfering wouldn’t even be a question, just insignificant. I don’t believe you can love if you’re not loved in return. You cannot truly feel love if you’re not being loved back, only a figment of it. Call love what you will, but there’s a true love, and once you feel it, you’ll know it. That is what I believe love is.
Because I’m too lazy to get up to move them. I can smell them as I’m typing. Oh well, I can always pick more later on when I need them for my final studio piece. And at least when I get up, my non-existent butt is going to be floral scented. I think it’s a win-win situation.
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